Lately, Iβve been retracing my steps down a rabbit hole I had long since abandoned. Why, you may wonder? At times, my efforts feel insufficient, like a shovel too fragile to lift the stones on my path, or perhaps Iβm wandering through shadows, needing more light to illuminate the darkness.
Itβs as if Iβm a miner deep within a cave, and my headlampβs battery is on the brink of fading. Yet, despite these obstacles, I continue to dig.
It all began with a small, unassuming openingβjust a question: Where did flowers come from? Why do they exist, and what threads bind them to everything around us? At that moment, the curiosity sparked something deeper.
Thus, even when I lingered, worn by fatigueββIβm tired, Grandpa!ββthat deep, unyielding voice from withinβ my ancestorsβechoed in my mind, tormenting me: β Well, thatβs too damn bad. You keep digginβ. β
Our ancestors are not just the people from our current bloodline. When we think of our ancestral council, we often assume it consists only of those from our immediate lineage in this lifetime. But true ancestry goes beyond the limits of blood relationsβitβs about soul lineage.
Have I figured it out? Not yet. Will I ever? I can't say for certain. But what I do know is this: now, youβre in this rabbit hole with me. And though we may never uncover all the answers, I believe it is my duty to share what Iβve unearthed so far, gardener.
Letβs begin.

The first flower to be discoveredβthe primordial flowerβis believed to resemble a magnolia. This was approximately 140 million years ago. Read that again: One hundred and forty million years ago.
How fascinating.
Furthermore, whatβs even more fascinating is that scientists are still pondering the flowerβs bisexuality.
βWeβve discovered that the original flower most likely combined both sexes in a single bloom. This is a question that has puzzled botanists for nearly 200 years.β
Yet, despite the allure of this discovery, itβs important to note that their findingsβcalculated based on the probabilities of various characteristics this flower might have hadβare still not entirely accurate. In the end, it remains... just a rabbit hole.

A deeper exploration into this rabbit hole led me to the Flower of Lifeβone of the most recognized symbols in the ancient and modern world. This symbol, woven into the fabric of time, consists of 19 intersecting circles spaced evenly apart, creating an intricate patternβ that comes from the seed of life.
This pattern is thought to embody the interconnectedness of all life forms and can be interpreted as the cycle of creation.
Each circle builds upon the next, and each has a distinct meaning. Layer upon layer, the design reveals the hidden truths of the cosmos, offering glimpses into the mysteries of life itself and holding the keys to unlocking powerful, forgotten knowledge.
The seed of lifeβ from my understanding, imitates the seven days of creation as it has seven perfect circles, and with each movement from its exact radius, Vesica Pisicisβwhich is obtained by the intersection of the first two circles in the Flower of Lifeβis formed.
Besides being an intricately beautiful symbol, the Flower of Life transcends culture and is found in many ancient traditions, from Egyptians to Buddhism.
Historians can date the flower of life to 645 B.C. based on Assyrian relics. The oldest known representation of this symbol was found in the Temple of Osiris, which is believed to be about 6000 years old.
The flower of life is a beautiful and ancient symbol depicted in many cultures across time. It's found in Egyptian, Hindu, Christian, Buddhist, Muslim, and Judaic artwork, religious structures, and manuscripts.
The Flower of Life is closely linked with sacred geometryβthe belief that certain geometric patterns and shapes represent the universe's fundamental structure.
Everything in the universe is geometric.
It is also believed that philosophers such as Pythagoras and Plato used sacred geometry to better understand the world around them. The Platonic solidsβthough already known to ancient Egyptiansβare geometric forms that correspond to the four elements: Earth, Water, Air, and Fire.
The fifth element, known as Ether, Prana, Chi, or Ki, is the universal life force. The dodecahedron, the fifth and final Platonic solid, represents it.
From my understanding, the life force is activated when one has the kundalini awakening. Drunvalo Melchizedek mentions in his book, βFlower of Life,β that there are certain realities that many people agree on, and these realities are called levels of consciousness.
He also mentions that because of particular eventsΒ that happened between 13,000 and 1600 years ago,Β we fellΒ into an uncontrolled spiral of consciousness moving down through the dimensions of consciousness.
We were out of control, and it was very much like falling through space.
This reminds me of the movie Interstellar.
Cooper faces a difficult decision when thereβs just enough fuel left to reach the one remaining planet. Heβs already come to the painful realization that returning homeβhome being Earthβis no longer an option.
With insufficient fuel for him and Dr. Brand to reach their destination, Cooper pulls out of the mission. Itβs in this moment, in the vastness of space, that he falls into what could only be described as a βblack hole.β
Drunvalo describes it similarly: the sensation of spinning, spiraling faster and faster until something extraordinary happens. Cooper enters a different dimension of consciousness.
I believe it was the 4D, though I canβt quite recall. But once there, Cooper comes to a profound realizationβthat all along, he was trying to communicate with himself across dimensions. And itβs his daughter, back in the 3D world, who ultimately connects with him.
How fascinating.
I wonder whether Cooperβs experience of fallingβfollowed by his sudden awakening on a different planetβcould be seen as a kind of Kundalini awakening.
In many spiritual traditions, such a transformation is described as a shift in consciousness, a deep awakening triggered by an intense, almost disorienting process.
Cooper's journey, with its spiraling descent and subsequent emergence into a new reality, seems to mirror this type of profound inner awakening.
Could it be that, at that moment, he was not only physically falling but also undergoing a spiritual transformation? Entering a higher state of awareness?
How intriguing.
This read took me on a whole journey and I loved every bit of it. Good read!